♥ Eating notta
♥ Drinking notta
♥ Listening Various youtube
You know you have the blues when you are not even excited you got a package. I still don't even want to talk bout it but I need to move on. I am sad because on Friday boss was all sad and took it out on me, not really mean but I respond in a girly sad fashion. I think he was really sad overall on himself - like what he has been doing and not getting done, not me, but either way, I am the kind of worker who when called inefficient takes it to heart. I give 150% everyday, I practically run this business while he is off trying to start a new one =/ I mean I sign clients, work with them, organize their shit, put people on a schedule and then pay them, sign their checks, etc all that is me. I am not the expert in the business but I know enough to pass by as one now probably. Sign. It was just really upsetting, I told him I did not think that was fair and that was all I could say. Just sad. To make myself feel a little better I decide to not let work live my life for a bit, I usually work anywhere from 8 - 10+ hrs, and now I am going to stick to 8 and not do anything extra. I think a few weeks of this will help.
Man that was long and sad D: but I do feel bad overall. Its actually, wens of course and I back writing so that's pretty sad.
I am also sad cause I do no want to work out and I cannot loose any more weight unless I starve or start doing 30 minutes a day, and I got to be honest, I FUCKING hate working out more than anything. SO I have been sulking a bout that and such, ugh.
I did get my package, I LOVED it all but I will post pictures later. I am sad D: but I will live I guess. I think taking some time off ( only working 40hrs a week is time off for me! ) will help
I should call Krista....
Ska
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